The night gave me black eyes, but I used it to look for light. My life gave me a pair of eyes that can sense day and night. I will use it to sense everything around me, the sound of everything and the sound of everything’s heart. In the radiance of all things, purify your heart and be a pure person. I know it’s hard. Under the pure blue, it is an endless plateau, a cold and lonely plateau; My heart will be safely stationed, in a moment of block, let imagination gallop without limit. Because of love, we are tolerant; Because of tolerance, we love. This covers all love, flooding, sweeping me. Standing in the young mood, it has collapsed, but I still stubbornly guard this corner of the sky, looking for a world to go back to. Sometimes tears fall, it’s not fragile, it’s stubborn; Later, I shook my head and couldn’t define the plot of deja vu in the world, which was fortunate and unfortunate.. In this world, our wings are given to the wind. It was born by the wind. Our will continues to inject vitality into it. Our wings are heavy in setbacks and our eyes are gloomy. When spring comes, all things change their decadent faces, and we also rise up at the historic moment.. In fact, life is just like the four seasons. It is full of joys and sorrows, gains and losses in adversity. They consume our lives and make life go on to an old age.. In this world of mortals, all the love I have received from me is the sunshine of my life. Those warm voices and words. Of course, I also know that people can’t just want to harvest, but also to cultivate, irrigate and dedicate.. And my personal strength is so small. My face is somewhat humble and even obscene. I am not a singer, but I want to sing. I have the feelings of a singer and the unyielding soul of a singer. This true color shows its glimmer in the world like a firefly.. Fluorescent. It’s also light. Even though he was small, he also flew tirelessly in the world. He had a shining heart. There is no powerful and unconstrained style, no wind, no fire, no boom; There is no energy to illuminate all things.
The blare of the blare whistle broke the quiet night of the coal town. In this bustling night market, several places are enjoying themselves? Several sorrows? Several trips? A few romantic places? The train from the direction of the capital raced into the platform, which will take me down the road to my hometown to bid farewell to this dark land and gray sky and bid farewell to this quiet night in April.. Don’t, all right! Don’t, all right! I don’t want to indulge in your rotten soft arms any more. Three years of rose-like youth here have been abandoned by Iraq.. I can’t forget to weave the dream of overpass again and again. I can’t forget the deep alleys of Chen Jiagang. I can’t forget the dog barking in the middle of the night in the alley. I can’t forget the funny scenes in the cinema. I can’t forget the morning when white shoe polish was used as toothpaste.. That’s the rotten part of my youth. It’s really fallen to its peak! What rich and precious knowledge, know a few professional terms, what gentle and beautiful girlfriend, even few heterosexual friends, take away lest only half a hundred books that have not been read in the luggage with heavy notes. Sitting in front of the beauty salon was a beautifully dressed morden girl with her legs crossed, unforgettable! Seeing her can arouse my strong sexual desire. White tender skin, red and fleshy lips, soft and open breasts, if they are closer, they seem to smell the plumes of fragrance evaporating from her nakedness. If she leans over and you stand on tiptoe again, you can see her heady cleavage, the big tits without bra.. My god! If you can give me such an Yifu as nakedness and flattery, so that her soul and body will be completely owned by me and I will die 18 times. No place to vent youth anguish in the cold and lonely bed so stored one, one, and another spring. Look at the decadent and old appearance in the mirror, what pure love, what burning sensual desires, that’s all! Just now! I love myself, I love myself! Coming to see me off are L Jun, who has long curly hair and is quite artistic, and H Jun, who is addicted to the Internet all day long. Earlier, several classmates who insisted on giving me a ride were declined by me one by one. I don’t like the solemn and stirring separation, and I don’t want to indulge my clear tears in front of all the gentlemen.. On the bus, I took the luggage that L Jun and H Jun had brought to me in Midian, but it has not been put properly, and the car body has moved forward slowly in unconsciousness.. I ran to the window, but forgot that it was a dark night. Ladies and gentlemen, take good care of yourself! Wishing you all the best in your future life. I stacked my bags by a door that wouldn’t open at the end of the flash and looked inside along the trunk. There weren’t many people.. On the car chair, there were half – squinting people sitting, whole bodies lying down, some with bare fingers and feet, and a few empty places.. Sir, is there anyone here? ‘ I’m like a beggar begging along the street, hoping to get a favor from my master. Looking at the expression of my fellow countrymen dying and dying, listening to a’ yes’ word they squeezed out of their yellow teeth for half a day, I was really desperate like death. Sleeping compatriots, rest assured and sleep well! I will never burst your sweet Eden dream or the gold rush dream, in which you continue to say, ” Oh, yes.”! My baby, how nice! very good! ‘ I dragged my tired and floating body back to the sky of my own. On the other side of the door, there was a barking foreign dog crouching in front of the door. Oh, my God! The damned beast actually turned that into a toilet, and soon shook his tail despondently to find his faithful master.. The stench evaporated from the excrement of foreign dogs mixed with the foul smell flowing out of the toilet is the most effective emetic. I really want to apply for a patent in the Patent Office, maybe I can get a commendable royalty. ” Where is the fresh oxygen? Give me fresh oxygen! Dear compatriots! Compatriot! I owe all my misery to you now. Human civilization is manifested in you. Your noble qualities and sentiments have really reached the peak of the mountain.. Just now! Just now! I don’t think I will die before dawn. From the half-open window, gusts of night wind blew in. The wind before dawn in April was still full of biting tenderness. Eyes against the wind, through the window, no mountain, no building, only a few stars faint lights outside. Suddenly, I wanted to be a scholar like Xu Zhimo and Yu Dafu and write some sober and gorgeous poems for this night. But what else can I write besides some sentences that have a deep and unwritten style? Just now! Just now! I don’t write to intimate lovers or close friends. I write to myself and myself.! Many years later, in the broken words, I was able to support a long bamboo pole and take a small boat to the Dream Garden to look for the old dream I had left when I was young.. Sitting on the luggage and leaning back on the car body, he fell asleep. When I woke up, the car had reached the end and the sky was bright. Out of the station, hit the motorcycle, got on the China – Pakistan bus, got off the three rounds, and got home in the evening when it was getting dark.. The village woman who has been standing at the village gate for a long time is my mother who is over half a hundred years old.
Last year’s National Day holiday lasted several days in the south. The most impressive thing was watching the sea on Guishan Island.. On October 6, at 10: 00, we boarded the ship from Xiangzhou wharf to Guishan Island. The sea water in Xiangzhou District is a light grass green with yellow green, while when it is near Guishan Island, the sea water is clear, bluer and bluer, and the sea is closer to the color of blue sky.. The waves of the sea are vast and the endless momentum is shocking. Soon Guishan Island arrived, which is very close to Macau in the west, Lantau Island in Hong Kong in the north and Shenzhen in the north, and is known as the intersection of ” one country, two systems”. The car passed through the streets of Guishan Town, climbed up the green mountain forest to the west, drove left and right for a while, and then stopped in front of a two-story building in the local barracks on the hillside, which was the hostel for the resident troops.. The soldiers who served us gave us a rest and then went to the seaside.. There are stone tables and benches in the courtyard of the hostel, and the green stones are polished smooth and smooth by the careful soldiers.. Standing here in the vast sea area, you can see everything in a glance, enjoy tea and watch the sea, and have a special interest.. My memory of the sea comes from the song I love the blue sea regulations from primary school to high school. Gorky’s participation in the song ” Haiyan” and ” Ba Jin’s participation in the sea sunrise regulations” were dismembered by the teacher, and my understanding of the sea is still vague.. For decades, I looked forward to the sea and dreamt about it more than once. This time, I really saw the sea. Her vast expanse and mysterious blue suddenly shocked me.. I stubbornly believe that a person should be close to the sea once in his life. Her boundless blue can make people feel their insignificance and ignorance and destroy the self-enclosed castle of consciousness in people’s hearts.. In addition, I would like to step on the coast and touch the sea at zero distance. I would like to personally feel what the ocean tide sound is and see how the waves roll around the rock. This time, I finally touch the sea at zero distance. Why not keep up with the new trend and ups and downs?! I feel vaguely that what I have been looking for on the journey of life may be such a sea. The huge white rock on the green mountain ridge, half volleyed, and a Shan Ying held his head up as if he was not reposing, but enjoying the beautiful scenery of the coast. Does he also want to break through the bottleneck of life and look for the philosophical subject that troubles life as I do?? With such a fine seashore, life can be bold and romantic. Shan Ying turns a blind eye to the birds twittering in the sky above him.. From here, I can see clearly the Diaoteng Bay, the garbage tail island, the deep blue sea water, the impact of sea waves on rocks and the splashing of white water curtains.. The stones, large and small, are strewn at random, which the most brilliant gardener can’t create. Turning around Diaoteng Bay, there was a long artificial seawall in the distance. The fishing boats on the water in the dike stopped for several rows, with hundreds of boats, just like the fishermen basking in the fish on the dock, and placed neatly. There are fishing boats, merchant ships, coming and going, sirens, and huge sea ships at the farthest point, like a mountain, standing firmly on the sea, but it is white. We found out that it is a life-saving ship at sea, because the coastal defense forces guard it day and night, the fishermen are carefree and live and work in peace and contentment. Only then can we enjoy the beautiful natural picture of Guishan Island with ease and contentment.. If you’re sleepy, it’s also nice to sit in the camp hostel house near the window to see the sea. The window is like a view frame. You just have to move your eyes.. An hour later, under the leadership of the resident soldiers, we rode to the highest landing point of Guishan ship’s hero, Diaoteng Bay, and walked step by step from the hillside of Guishan to the beach of Diaoteng Bay on Junk Tail Island. The first scene was the Guishan Hero Monument.. I bowed deeply to the PLA soldiers who were buried here. Martyrs’ Cemetery is very small, a small monument, a half-body statue of the PLA hero, and the memorial site is just as big as the farm yard. However, the sea here is deep blue, with many strange rocks and steep slopes, and the terrain is very dangerous, indicating that the battle here was very fierce half a century ago.. The officers and soldiers in the compound cleaned up the area and dressed it solemnly, making people respect the heroes. From here, the stone steps winding down to the bottom of the sea are neat and beautiful. Iron pillars are installed on the rocks by the sea and connected by chains, which are the crystallization of the sweat of the officers and soldiers stationed there.. Through the winding coastal boulders and cliffs, let the waves come out of the crevices, lick my feet of the northwest landlubber, and listen to the wave after wave’ swish – swish – swish’ rushing through, the long-term worries and unhappiness that have settled in my heart are fading away.. The big and small stones by the sea are round edges and corners, not ferocious, not sharp. Standing or sitting on a huge rock in the bay is the sound of the tide striking the rock in a rhythmic way, except for the sound of a whistle or two coming and going from far to near.. Sometimes ships try quietly from the sea in front of you, just like kites flying in the blue sky. If you focus on the sound of the waves, then the boat that honks the flute seems to pass through your heart.. I suddenly thought of attending the wonderful sound of the ” Regulations” of the Puranas, the Sanskrit sound of the tides, and the sound of the world’ these words’. According to Buddhist scriptures, Guanyin Bodhisattva can observe the sounds of the world and save suffering, ” thousands of places pray for thousands of responses, and the sea of suffering is often used as a boat for crossing people”, hence the name of the wonderful sound, which is like the sound of the sea and can be heard everywhere. If the tide has a flood and responds to it, it is called the sound of the tides. ”. The tide sound has been given the message of truth. After all, what is her rhythmic tide sound venting to all sentient life for hundreds of millions of years? If these stones are placed in the mountains in northwest China and stand on the bank of Jinghe River, they may not be able to activate people’s thoughts and feelings, but here they become sentient and enchanting.. Those rocks with a unique posture are full of bright red poems and inscriptions by celebrities and painters.. The flame of thought shone brightly. There are ” eternal waves” and ” sea spirits” and ” fresh air” and huge pages with thousands of words.. Walking in the sound of the waves, walking through the pages of stone pages while listening to the tide, reading and reading those words, the stones are no longer stones, some of them are like soldiers holding guns, and they are mighty and inviolable. Some beautiful Jiangnan gifted scholars in Wanyang thought passionately before they saw Diaoteng Bay and went to Sea Ragwood Bay, stepping on the white waves in the sand and rushing in the waves.. The children of the same trade are the most happy. The front waves wet their trousers and just receded. Before people could move their feet, the back waves came again, reaching over their knees and dodging. People joined together with the rolling waves. Surrounded by the waves, people were just a spray. People left and the waves still pushed each other.. Standing at the height of Ngau Tau Island to watch the sea, the October sea was very calm, the sea was clear and smooth, the beach waves were gentle, the fishing boats in the inner bay were silent, and the pedestrians in the harbor were 3322, giving people a kind of serenity and serenity. This is a heart-nourishing bay.. The night in Guishan is quiet and the night sky is naturally dark, because the stars fall on the sea – that’s the light on the fishing boat in Guishan Town. Fishermen use colored lights to catch fish at night. The sea is more lively at night than during the day, and the sound of the ship’s horse chimes in.. From time to time there were insects singing in the grass beside the beach road, singing vividly, and setting off the night here with extra peace. All this seems to be no different from the quiet night in the mountain village in the mainland. Only the moist and fresh sea breeze makes me feel that the night here is different from the night I spent before.. After swimming the seawall, eating seafood from restaurants in the town, and returning to the hostel on the mountainside, I felt sleepy. I felt lethargic on such a refreshing, quiet and fresh island night, which was a bit of a waste of beautiful time.. There is a kind of thoughts from the bottom of my heart, rushing through the city for days. I was held by an indescribable thing, drifting in an inertia and feeling a little numb.. Only when I arrived in Zhuhai and Guishan did I regain my air, and my spirit began to increase, listening to the tides in the sea, stepping on the waves in the wind, and stepping on the sand to pick up seashells. I was full of pride again.. In Zhuhai, I was lucky enough to bathe in the sea like Guishan Island, and let my heart focus on the pure blue of the sea, rest assured that the vast expanse of the sea, let my beautiful thoughts pass through my heart and enjoy only the quiet, clear and clear beauty in my heart. Is this the wonderful sound of ” winning the world”?!
The day before yesterday, I stayed up all night. As a result, I haven’t recovered from the two days.. When I went to cheer volleyball in the morning, I was breathless, dizzy, palpitations and panic in less than half an hour. Everyone said I was extremely pale.. Point of view, is really old, forty years old, later have to go easy! Today, I began to face up to my 40 – year – old age. When this thought comes out, I feel melancholy and bitter in autumn.. Ziyun: forty won’t be confused. Forty true can not be confused? In my opinion, only Confucius and other thinkers can do it? I had also expected me to be broad-minded and elegant at the age of 40, steady and steady, and without doubt. Can everything decent, vision; No longer melancholy, no longer expect; Happiness is to be mature and insipid, and peace of mind is to be trivial and mediocre. Since then, we have lived a life of crystal clear, calm and calm, with no confusion … Ah, however, our little woman has reached the age of doubt, but she still sighs, laments and confuses a lot.! The wrinkles that started to appear on my face remind me that I am middle – aged, and I understand that no matter how much confusion I feel, I have to be proud and cool, frustrated and calm. Whether or not you are overwhelmed by old or small responsibilities, you have to be full of ambition and confidence.. When you feel depressed, you should learn to laugh at it. When you are at war, you should learn to endure like a bystander. Some people say that middle age is a kind of mood, enjoying peace and peace after experience, deep and profound, open-minded and mature. Some people say that middle age is a kind of feelings, close to life, walk into the heart, care for relatives and coordinate personnel. Some people say that middle age is a kind of self – restraint, magnanimous, self-discipline and self – restraint, with everything in the sea and everything in the river. Some people say that middle age is a kind of temperament, elegant and generous, natural and unrestrained and calm, broad-minded in the depth, calm in the reserve, self-cultivation in the aplomb and modesty in the boldness. Some people say that middle age is a kind of happiness, joy and stir in experience, love and pain in emotion, insipid and trivial in life, warmth and care in family, pursuit and struggle in career, expectation and heavy trust in society, work and experience, fame and benefit, relief from laughter and bitter taste have all become songs of life in the life of forty years old and become wealth of the soul.. Alas, whether it’s confusion or regrets, whether the past years have been ignorant or frivolous, I have already traveled on the way to know my destiny. I am used to spring flowers and autumn moon, sunrise and sunset. Looking down on the clouds, rolling clouds, ebbing tides and rising tides have deepened the hearts of the world and warmed Leng Qing. However, the boat of the soul is still bumping in the emotional wave. After all, the red lotus is still in full bloom and the castle peak is still not old!
The feeling of emptiness. I used to like wandering, thinking it was a free life, thinking that I could start a new world in a strange place and how good I am.. Later, after so many times of tossing and turning, I discovered that I was so helpless. After getting tired, I want to have a shoulder to lean on. Tired, can have a warm embrace; A group of friends were happy. If a person is wandering and wants to know so many people, it’s not bad to have too many friends, but it won’t be long before he wants to be separated. How can he really treat his friends who are not talkative?? Season after season. How many feelings are no longer so obvious. Very not easy to fall in love with a person who is good to oneself, so don’t want to let go. Very not easy to let oneself get used to different treatment, so love dearly. Very not easy, walk so long. How many more years will stand the burden of the heart, but it is better to get used to it? Being a light person is so difficult. The complicated procedure of bearing, walking and stopping, stopping and walking, when can we truly be safe? The experience without turning point will not be understood. I don’t say anything about your life. I don’t say anything about my life. Everyone cried and everyone understood it.. There is no qualification to talk about who and who. Also have no qualification to complain, only blame yourself for not being well. How I hope my parents will be healthy and safe, how I hope to have a loved one to accompany me for the rest of my life, how I hope to have a good friend to embrace me, and how I hope everyone can be safe and happy.. I love only one person all my life. I can always have a person to accompany me. No matter how far away, I won’t be lonely.. Flowers fall, water accompany wandering more safely; Flowers fall, so wither how quiet; Flowers fall, season after season, and so on until death. Not greedy, not extravagant, she regrets not having that heart, but I think she is so beautiful as that. At this age, in addition to parents, no one has been accommodating to who, no one has been accompanying who. I don’t think that’s realistic. But have you ever thought that if you can accompany a person, feel young, old and true with him, share joys and sorrows like family members, have joys and sorrows, and have ups and downs, it is unusual and wonderful! But . ah, the fallen petal is intentional and the flowing water is merciless.
Before the National Day holiday arrived, a friend asked me what arrangements I had for the holiday, and I replied with a smile that I would not go anywhere in keeping with my own land.. In fact, the days and I are just idle and busy. There is no holiday, and I don’t want to catch up with the holiday, go with the crowd, suffer from the crawl of cars like snails, jostle with each other, drive my head, and watch the anxiety of crowds of people.. Many people did not enjoy the scenery, but they were exhausted. Every day, I still wash, wash, brush, boil, cook, spend my spare time online, read books, listen to music and enjoy the peace at home. Occasionally, I also wrote three or two sentences, without carving or whitewashing, not to please others, but because my mind is tender. Some people, some things, some stories are as beautiful as flowers and pure as delicate and graceful. Those once moved and true feelings are not forgotten with the passage of time and the increase of age, but they have been renewed for years and added some flavor to the situation.. Perhaps the marks of the annual rings are heavy, but the marks of psychology are weak. The barriers that once thought could not be passed are gradually blurred.. Heart is so big, empty some, put down some, enter new blood, can hear steady heartbeat. Such sadness, walking in music, walking on the page, is that a piece of understanding? The four seasons change, without waiting for a look back, and the next promise will be cool. Your well – being, always in the in the mind and into thoughts. At present, Gui Xiang, like yesterday, overflowed the bookshop and looked up at the sky with blue sky and white clouds. I pulled open all the curtains to let the light shine through the cabin.. Let the heart wander back in a cup of tea. Time is wandering, time is in a hurry, the autumn of the season coincides with the autumn of life, but there is a clear mirror in my heart, which has been disturbed one after another. cool thin is only a cloud hidden in the folds of the annual rings and will eventually be forgotten in the wind..
During recess, I sat at the classroom platform and looked at the students leisurely.. In fact, looking at them is like looking at the scenery. If the wind blows over the treetops, the leaves will vibrate and sing. If you look at the sun shining on the water, your eyes will be covered with a glimmer of thought and sparkling light in your heart.. Suddenly, I noticed that several students were drinking water at the drinking fountain. It may be that only one student in a group brought a cup today, so only one person can pick up a cup and then others can pick it up.. What I saw in particular was that there were men and women in this group, and each of them drank water in a’ chic’ way, lifting the cup as high as possible to the right place, lifting up the face, pursed up the mouth, and letting the cup mouth pour water at least three inches away from the lip.. Occasionally, water may overflow from the corners of the mouth or drip from the chin to the skirts of the clothes and onto the ground due to poor swallowing.. As if, this is not drinking water, but doing a kind of performance. However, I carefully look at these children, they are so natural, so completely casual and for. I am convinced that they are only drinking water in good faith and are not acting affectation at all.. This group of students is as beautiful as flowers and pure as the cleanest scenery. They are very good. I like them. Each of them has a sense of collectivity and fraternity. Even, I often see boys and girls holding each other’s hands and scribbling on the back of their hands and wrists during recess, which is so natural, so pure and so clear.. Think of our junior high school primary school drawing online on the desk, boys and girls at the same table will definitely not intentionally overstep it. ‘ Helpless flowers fall”,’ The deceased is like a husband.” Also. There was no water dispenser in the classroom in that time. Some students who have ” enchanting” points have to drink water and go back to the classroom from home.. Most likely, he carried the bottle of water, most of which was always drunk by his classmates. Moreover, it must have been the appliance that took the water, that is, it was natural and natural to drink it by mouth.. Perhaps the lip prints are still in the mouth of the cup, but they do not prevent people from continuing to drink them.. Times are shaping people. Perhaps, to calculate, it is not difficult to know when we started to change the way we drink water.. It is said that Mr. Gu Hongming once refuted the criticism of polygamy. His example is that a man is like a teapot, a woman is like a teacup, and a teapot is often equipped with several teacups.. Mr koo is very interesting. if he lived to this day, he would be even more justified. Today, a teapot is usually not only equipped with a few cups, but often with a lot of disposable cups.. I don’t know what amazing language his old man’s house will utter, using these disposable cups words for example.. Suddenly, did I miss the time when I used cups instead of disposable cups to drink water?. When the guests arrive, the first one used the cup. Perhaps, the host only needs to rinse the cup symbolically at most and pour the cup onto the back end to the later ones.. Even, the cup is very big, the person in front is far from finished, and the person in the back may take it and drink it.. At that time, people often said that all tastes are the same. Now, people are paying attention to hygiene in their hearts. I am a lazy person and never bother to spend any more time drinking water and drinking tea. If you are not thirsty, you will not drink; if you are thirsty, you will drink.. Because there is no habit of drinking tea, your breath is also brilliant. It has been almost 20 years since class began, and you never thought of bringing tea into the classroom.. However, occasionally, watching the students drink water, I really want to drink a jar of it, but for many years, I have been embarrassed to ask the students to drink water from their cups.. Because, I will be contradictory, do I just drink at the mouth or may I leave the lip marks on the mouth of the cup or just pout at the mouth to drink it? No matter what, it’s very troublesome. forget it, don’t drink it. Most of the time, I was sitting in the office when a colleague came in: ah, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. Well, yes. There’s no cup. Oh, no, there were a few left yesterday, all finished. Colleagues had to look elsewhere for cups with a grudge.. In fact, my cup is at hand. I would like to say: Drink my cup. However, I can’t say. Because, perhaps, even if you have a medical certificate to show people, they still have feelings of sadness.. People, that may be the case. The more favorable the conditions, the more expensive they will be unconsciously. Isn’t it true that one day, when people are exposed to each other, they no longer express the support of adversity or the most reliable support, but when they think about it, they feel too unhygienic and want to vomit and vomit?. Heard that, there are more exquisite families, the table has been used’ male chopsticks’. Ha ha, just drink water, pull this off. With the development of human science and technology, the ego’s ability to resist viruses is definitely increasing. I don’t know if anyone has investigated it. I estimate that it should be weakening.. Because, judging from drinking water, people have more and more sealed themselves up.
The rice you eat at noon hurts your stomach in the afternoon and is in a bad mood. Abdominal pain, hot flashes, sweating, and inexplicable pressure made me unable to support myself. My head fell down and softly fell on the table. My body trembled slightly and my brain was in chaos.. I think there is depression. Next year’s son’s college entrance exam, the second half of the year’s exam for teachers’ certificate, and the disharmonious family relationship, triggered by abdominal pain, have been committed intermittently with depression.. There is no place to solve, no place to solve, no book to read, no book to read,,,,,, severe stomach pain, this damn rice . ah, college entrance exam . ah, listen to the heart sutra for a while, seems to be some relief. Suddenly thought of a female colleague, aged 61, who had just detected lymphoma in the first half of the year and was now undergoing chemotherapy for the fourth time in the affiliated hospital of Peking University. The colleague has just retired and has been hired back to continue his class. Her character is gentle and kind. She has been a teacher all her life and she has got the disease all over the world. Her students have come from all directions to donate money to her. In just a few days, she has raised more than 40,000 yuan.. The colleague’s fate was bumpy. When the child was young, he divorced. He raised his son by himself and later married. Now the husband has his own child. She suffers from the disease, regardless of her. His son is in his thirties. He works with his mother in the same unit. His son is not in the spirit and has not had a girlfriend yet. Colleagues all say that she only grew up with the disease because of her son’s sorrow.. My ex-husband was in the same unit, but he refused to lend a helping hand. Think about my colleague, who has had a rough life, why not let people sigh? Compared with the bad luck she encountered, what is this depression in front of her? What other reason do I have for depression? What reason is there not to work hard? I met our teacher this morning. I remember she asked me last winter, what are you busy with? I said prepare papers. I met her today and asked me again. I said I would take an examination of the teacher’s certificate. Let’s start our association here and meet our teacher next year. I’ll say, prepare for class. . Ah, over the years, I have set goals for myself every year, and these goals will be achieved by the end of the year.. I really feel my progress and strength. There is still a long way to go, full of ups and downs, ditches and ridges, and tens of millions of times more efforts are needed.. It’s just that my child’s entrance examination will make me depressed enough. But think about my colleague, what is this? To be alive is to suffer and be affected. It is difficult to survive, but it is also difficult to survive.. Writer Yang Mo said that people suffer because they think too much and read too little. It seems that only in the book can I find a way to redeem myself. After writing these words, I seem to have calmed down a lot, and depression has also passed me by..
We live in this world. Most people will have such experiences. One thing, one person, can make us worry for a long time and make us feel annoyed and sad.. Especially when the person who troubles us is still a person who does not understand others and does not reflect on himself, the situation will be even worse. There is such an old fable, which may give us some enlightenment. A young farmer rowed a boat to transport his own agricultural products to the residents of another village.. It was a very hot day, and the farmer was sweating like a pig and suffering terribly.. He rowed the boat anxiously, hoping to finish the transportation task quickly so that he could get home before dark. Suddenly the farmer found a boat coming down the river in front of him and seeing that the two boats were about to hit each other. The boat had no intention of avoiding it and seemed to be interested in hitting it by itself.. Although the farmer shouted angrily at the boat almost to the point of anger, the boat did not mean to avoid it, but when the farmer glared at the boat, he found that there was no one over the boat but an empty boat drifting along the river.. In most cases, when you complain and shout, you may only be facing an empty boat. The person who has repeatedly angered you will never change his direction because of your complaints.. Of course, you don’t have to curry favor with that person at all, nor do you need to reach an agreement with him. But you must know that you can’t let his troubles become your troubles, no matter how angry you are, he won’t suffer from insomnia because of you.. If you fall into a ruthlessness because of his fault, you will become a real victim. As the saying goes, ” Life is not always as good as it should be.”. ‘ Some people often complain when they are unhappy, complaining about the weather and making themselves unhappy and grouchy all day long.. However, some people do not fret, complain, treat calmly and try to change when they are not satisfied, so his heart is often full of hope.. Written on June 18, 2012
I finally woke up. I shouldn’t believe that pure love is eternal, and change is eternal.. Once the pain, it is a kind of deep – rooted, tore heart crack lung-like pain, stirring and cutting my injured heart. Once upon a time, I was troubled by the so-called eternal concept of good infatuation, and my infatuation can love a person I shouldn’t love without complaint or regret.. I should have woken up, but I have been immersed in smog, confusion, ignorance and emptiness, unable to extricate myself and deeply trapped.. I am like a wounded deer, I don’t know if I have lost my way. My love is pure and clear. This love is like clear spring and morning dew, like clear river water and mountain stream.. I missed the embrace of true love in my life. I was confused by the concept of true love. However, my heart is full of longing and dreams for love. I felt completely new about true love, and the incomparable creative feeling made me immersed in the drunkenness I brewed. The fake love existing under the system is not the true love of human life, it is a kind of distorted love, stupid love, even a kind of confused love of jungle law.. However, in real society, this kind of love is spread all over plains and hills, plateau valleys, urban villages, factories and mines, streets and alleys, unit organizations and other occasions.. The jungle law of status, money, rank, and interest is like a spider’s web in people’s cerebral cortex.. Their subjective consciousness and thinking are occupied, caught and restrained, and they do not have the slightest free world’s vivid thinking initiative.. They are besieged, troubled, coerced and henpecked by these fly-like autocratic views of love.. They have no freedom, no courage, no confidence or even no anger like a living dead man. I sat on the clean and smooth subway seat and looked at the red men and green women who came and went in a hurry.. All of them are brought by youth, which seems to be featured as a beautiful scenery line in the carriage. Youth is capital, and people always have their youth. Young people living in this age are like wind, fog and rain.. Whether or not they can struggle out of this twisted vortex of love and get real happy love is hard to jump to conclusions.. People living in the world actually walk in constant vividness as long as they are not distorted. Even if the material life is not rich, it is also happy, as long as two people really love each other. Yesterday evening, the sky was decorated with colorful sunset glow, and the western sky was radiant with a glow, which was the dedication of the natural universe.. All this shows that tomorrow will be another sunny day. I looked at the Western Heaven as if I had a fascination with nature. The charming splendor hanging on the awning is like a demonstration by a young girl in her spring, which makes her debut and blurs me for a while.. My thoughts rose to time tunnel with the unlimited extension of nature’s beauty.. In the twinkling of an eye, the moon flickered, half covered and half covered, covering shame and shame, and quietly climbed up the treetops. The moonlight, the fluorescence, like shy, like a mirror; Sometimes cloudy, sometimes full moon; Sometimes beautiful, sometimes beautiful; Sometimes tactfully, sometimes quiet; Sometimes like crying, sometimes like smiling; Sometimes it seems to be telling a story, sometimes it seems to be listening to a story. That is the changing moon, moonlight, change is eternal. People who write like thinking about problems and touching with words, so they will be mistaken for mental illness or mental illness.. I was alone in the big bed of the room, staring at the ceiling with my eyes wide open.. I am still thinking about the vivid changes of eternal words. This sentence should be the true meaning of the world. All plants, animals and creatures in the world live forever, and the changes in life are eternal. It, she and they live from life to life, from life to death, and the changes are eternal. Industry is changing forever, and virtual is also changing forever. Friendship, affection and love are changing forever. The moon has a cloudy moon, stars have jinx falling into space, and the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. Change is eternal. I am awake from the fog. I have a new understanding and understanding of the concept of eternity. I am no longer carried away by eternal feelings like vows of eternal love. My mind has self-control and quick changes.. I walked in the Yuan Ye with red flowers and green grass, white flowers and green leaves, pink flowers and red leaves. It was a world of flowers and a sea of colors. I was intoxicated with spring colors, immersed in ripples and obsessed with splendor.. The prairie is flat and broad, with Ma Benteng, majestic and capricious. Big snow mountain silver flashing, white and innocent, the four seasons change, the mountains become beautiful; The big forest is dark and silent, the sun penetrates, the rare animals spread their wings and leap. The ocean is deep, blue, boundless, broad – minded, and forever changing. Once the love went away forever, I saw my own eternity, eternal upward, tireless upward from disappointment, that is the best eternity. I have self – esteem, self – love, self-reliance and self – improvement. I don’t rely on any man. I have an eternity of excellent changes. I am proud of it.. I hate women who are ignorant, chicken – bellied, selfish and narrow – minded. They will always suppress men’s wives. I walked out of the void, I was freed from illusion, I stood up from absurdity, I woke up from change, I reflected from the boundless, I rose up from eternity. Before the eternal let me know again, change is eternal. The new understanding that this system has brought to me has made me more aware of the substantive things. There is no eternity in this society, and change is eternal, including all people and things.. But a kind person will not change a kind heart, even if the change is eternal. I still wish those who are far away a happy and happy life. That is the changing eternity. I am happy and happy in the changing eternity. This is the only thing I can do for the person I think about.. I also said: My love is always beautiful, and this beautiful change is eternal.